Never thought it would be me

April 2014, I found what to me was an enormous lump in my breast while washing in the shower. I was scared and freaked out to my husband right away. We called the doctor got in to see her right away, waited a week to get the mammogram and ultrasound. Radiologist didn't know so wanted to do a biopsy, they had an opening right away that same afternoon and the needle biopsy was done. Now I had to wait the long weekend to hear results, I had convinced myself it wasn't cancer because I'm too young. I was 38 years old with no family history. The radiologist called and told me over the phone, I almost dropped the phone. I went to a general surgeon and then a second for another opinion. I was very impressed by UW Carbone Cancer Center-Madison, they worked extremely fast and I had more appointments before I could fully comprehend what was happening. I've had 16 chemo treatments already and have another 9 more months of Herceptin. I think the hardest part emotionally so far was losing my hair. That was hard for my daughters too. I've got wigs, hats, and scarves, but I think my girls like my pink wig the best. My 11 year old daughter even borrowed the pink wig for 80's day at school!! I even wore the pink wig to the Packer game Oct. 2nd for Breast cancer awareness.
I have bilateral mastectomy w/expanders surgery scheduled at the end of the month. My surgeon told me a lumpectomy is really all I need, but I feel I just want them gone due to the ductal hyperplasia tissue found 4 years ago after having a breast reduction.
Cancer has turned our world upside down. But I know that God is faithful and he will work all things out for the good of those who love Him. My husband has been a wonderful blessing and our 2 young daughters are supportive too. God has blessed me in ways I've never thought about.

Tami H.
Lake Mills, WI